yup,new year coming liao~2005!cant wait for that.decided to go down kl on new year eve and go for countdown.down memory lane again...last year was the best! i and my frens went down to kl to celebrate year 2004.was really enjoy it that time with no worries on the mind...hahahaha..alpha mah that time...now beta already...labs,mid term,quizzes..all piling up.it has been a long time since i met my fren,irene and yen lian and not to forget my cyber frens.but then due to the hectic schedule ,i cant go to cyber to visit them.only manage to go down kl to visit yen lian and irene...how much i miss them.looking forward to friday (new year eve).hmm....something shocking and strange happen yesterday,saw mr fadhil(that lembut admin guy)heheheh...he was at plaza siswa...tah pau food and drinks.notice at once when he came to the drink stall but what suprise me is he actually say hi to me in a friendly way( which means those lembut way.hahahah...(la la yeng)..kind of suprised how he know me.i do not really know him well or close.in fact ,i know mr yusri more well than him.it is not likei go to admin often.been there few times regarding loan and scholarship,payment of loan or other stuff...hmm..nice of him though.miss plaza siswa food and yesterday was the first time i step there after the break.haih...got lab next week..hate lab a lot as my knowledge in dealing those equipment and performing experiment is not enough.aiks...sleepy already.din feel well today as i have fever...need some rest now...
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Sunday, December 26, 2004
words on the paper
unto us a child,unto us a son is given...and his name shall be called wonderful,counsellor,the mighty god,the everlasting father,prince of peace...
isaiah 9:6
merry christmas !
isaiah 9:6
merry christmas !
merry christmas!hohoho...and happy new year!
hahahah...yes,merry christmas everyone and happy new year!yup,a new year waiting ahead for me...what is my resolution for the new year?i think lots of them which i hope i can achieve them.the first thing of course my parents' health especially my mum(a bit worried about her) and of course to get good grades in exams.what about love?nah,definitely out of my mind for now...hehehehe...enough about the coming new year and turn back to recent events.back to mmu last week and my room was damn dirty.what the heck,man...i just have clean it up before i left my room for the break.the floor was like covered with one layer of dust...eeewww..haih...have to mopped itloh.i guess this year was the worst christmas i ever had.haih....went to church and then went back to my room .mood was damn bad and just dun feel good.of course christmas song helped a bit and i was like going insane by singing loud middle of the night.luckily neighburs or my housemates din complain.i havent even pack my stuff after one week returning to mmu,therefore on christmas day,i decide to clean and pack my stuff.while doing that,i took all the stuff i bought during the holidays.looking at them certainly make me feel better.hahahaha....yup.a piggy mug..hahahahaha oink! oink!...really bought a lot of stuff....and guess what?i found that i have so many soft toy which i brought it to mlk .some were presents from frens and some my parents bought for me onelah...love all those teddy bears a lot...at home,i got one bunch of them.wish i could write more but a bit sleepy now.damn tired cos slept at 4 last night.have panda eyes liao....tata~
Saturday, December 18, 2004
holidays are over but memories will be on my mind
enough of pictures and now it is time for words.its been a long time since i wrote her due to the problem with my house connection.lots of stuff have been happening and i am a bit lasy to write every single detail here.recent events of course must take a count..hehehe...yup,went to kl to shop before heading back straight to melaka.went to kl with my family except my elder sis stays at home due to some reasons.went to lots of places such as mid valley,klcc,sungai wang,sogo and of course petaling street.i din really like petaling street cos that place damn hot and stuffyleh...cant stand it....but cant do anything as my dad wants to go there drink the air mata kucing...hand in pain now and i dun know what is the reason also...sob sob...
Saturday, December 04, 2004
holidays!
yup,holidays have started..its been a long time since i post here due to the hectic life at home.back to last week,i went down to kl before going back to ipoh.went to sogo at first.i think the stuff a bit expensive there .therefore i went back to pudu area and shop a bit.manage to buy a few clothes.after that,went back to ipoh liao.of course my dad treate the whole family to eat at friday restaurant...yummy,i love the food there.when mention about home and ipoh,of course the word delicious food is always there.heheheh...my uncle then treat me to eat at mouth restaurant on saturday night.the adventure starts on monday when me and my family went down to penang early in the morning.my mum was really happy.i guess she really need a break.went to lots of places including kek lok si and prangin mall...of course as usual, bought a lt of stuff....stuff damn cheap there....i buy shoeloh and then my dad bought a winnie the pooh long pillow for me...hahahaha...other days i just stay at home and babysit my younger sis...rascal lah her...but i enjoy her company.well,yesterday..went to penang again.went to pisa for the pc fair and career fair.was really tired.went down with my elder sis only and have to rush back cos my elder sis got prom at heritage hotel at night.slept early cos have to wake up early the next morning to send my sis back to the uni for her interview.haih..cant write much cos have to go cook for my younger sis !seeya...
Monday, November 29, 2004
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Friday, November 26, 2004
friends
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the one I won't forget.
And if I die
Before you do
I'll go to heaven
And wait for you
I'll give the angels
Back their wings
And risk the loss
Of everything
Just to prove
My friendship is true
I'm thankful to have
Family and Friends like you!
You're the one I won't forget.
And if I die
Before you do
I'll go to heaven
And wait for you
I'll give the angels
Back their wings
And risk the loss
Of everything
Just to prove
My friendship is true
I'm thankful to have
Family and Friends like you!
if i could tell you
Time will say nothing but i told you so,
Time only knows the price we have to pay;
If i could tell you i would let you know.
If we should weep then clowns put on their show,
If we should stumble when musicians play,
Time will say nothing but i told you so.
There are no fourtunes to be told,although,
Because i love you more than i can say,
If i could tell you i would let you know.
The winds must come from somewhere when they blow,
There must be reasons why the leaves decay;
Time will say nothing but i told you so.
Perhaps the roses really want to grow,
The vision seriously intends to stay;
If i could tell you i would let you know.
Suppose the lions all get up and go,
And all the brooks and soldiers run away;
Will time say nothing but i told you so?
iIf i could tell you i would let you know.
Time only knows the price we have to pay;
If i could tell you i would let you know.
If we should weep then clowns put on their show,
If we should stumble when musicians play,
Time will say nothing but i told you so.
There are no fourtunes to be told,although,
Because i love you more than i can say,
If i could tell you i would let you know.
The winds must come from somewhere when they blow,
There must be reasons why the leaves decay;
Time will say nothing but i told you so.
Perhaps the roses really want to grow,
The vision seriously intends to stay;
If i could tell you i would let you know.
Suppose the lions all get up and go,
And all the brooks and soldiers run away;
Will time say nothing but i told you so?
iIf i could tell you i would let you know.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
a sign of relief
yay~ at last i feel so relax now cos one more paper to go only...heheheh..thats malaysian studies.that subject i dun need to crack my head about it since the paper got 40 true and false and 60 mcq.really happy cos my suffering days are over for now.my mum call me just now and feel a bit not satisfied or sad(i dun know how to describe my feeling).she ask me to bring back the digi cam to ipoh since i have the analog cam with me.haih...i want the digi cam here cos i want to take pictures....not sure what i should do but anyway,that doesnt really spoil my happy mood today.its been a long time since i post here due to exam...having hectic life few days ago...struggling like mad...study study and study.my digital exam was ok since i manage to answer eventhough i am not sure my answers are correct or not.manage to use fully 2 hours to answer all the questions :).i was kind of lucky cos that flip flop chapter got one question only.as for electronics,the paper is a bit tough but i manage to write some crap there also.hopefully can passlah.whats my plan for malaysian studies exam?hahahaha....plan to read notes which i made and thats it...some of my frens went back hometown already.feel jealous of them of course but then i am not sure why i got this feeling of not excited to go back ipoh.why ar?my form 6 frens already ask me out since their exam going to over soon.unfortunely ,i am not really looking forward to that.a bit sad few days ago when i discover a scratch on my hp...careless of me once again as usual.cant afford to lose any things anymore or else my mum is going to murder me soon.yaya,new nickname for me in the family...miss lost(dun like the sound of that) what to do?i am always the trouble maker unlike my elder sis which is miss prefect.feel a bit lonely nowadays as i am always alone all the time.planning to go hiking on friday.want to take pictures with my digicam.ming sheng mention about going to malim for steamboat...so nice...wilson got mention about that too..so badlah them..never ask me..:(...but then nvmloh,i prefer to be alone ...as most of them probably speaking mandarin all them.as usual,i am always the outcast.learn to accept that long time ago since i enter mmu.was really depressed about it at first but my exmobile oc,woon help me a lot.one thing i regret is i dun have the chance to get to know him.until now he remains as my online fren.there are times when i feel down and dun have self confidence but deep inside my heart,there is a voice asking me not to give up and continue life.thats when i dare to stand up once again and face the reality.hahaha...i think i talk some crap here...feel a bit sleepy now..nitez ,everyone!
Sunday, November 21, 2004
things are a bit better..
yup,things are a bit better .what i mean is my mood .maybe it is because nothing misfortune happen to me.hehehe...i din lost any of my stuff today.(20 november).i woke up at 830 today but was lying on my bed for a while.my whole body was tired due to not enough of sleep.i slept at 4 and woke up at 8 something....hm...5hours of sleep definitely not enough for me,but nothing can be done as i need to go library with my housemate at 10.study a while in the library but went for lunch after my stomache starts to grumble again.i could feel that my mind was shutting down that time and i cant think of anything but sleep.i lie on the table and fall asleep but din really have a nice sleep as iggy was a bit disturbing me.After sleeping 30 minutes,i cant lie to myself anymore that i am tired and there is no point staying in the library if i cant get anything from my notes into my brain,there i went home and sleep straight away...once again din have a nice sleep when my neighbour's kid start to make noise and disturb my sleep.after 2 hours ,haih..went back to library of course and on the way drank some mocha to give me energy.yup,yay~ got energy to study already at last.there is one malay guy sitting at the same table as me and damn it!he was coughing quite loud and disturb others.so damn annoying.manage to study a bit of electronics and a bit of digital today.told myself i have to work hard tomorrow as there are still many doubts on my mind about my studies.actually,there are lots to write here but then i think i better keep some stuff on my mind or to myself.sometimes,there are events which cant describe by using simple words or maybe my creativity or my vocab is not sufficient.oh,yea...hope my housemate will change her mind tomorrow about studying in sec building as i prefer to study in library .went to sec building yesterday to do some survey and also to go to toilet as i have no idea what fmd is doing...few days the library's toilet dun have water and stinky smell was inside the toilet...eeewwww....my housemate said she like to try to study in sec.hope she was just joking heheheh...hmm..why i dun want to study there?i leave for those who read my blog to figure it out..hahahaha....or is it because of some other reasons i prefer to study in library?(wink * wink*)...once again my obsession of porks(secret code..)have to go back to sleep now....nitez
Saturday, November 20, 2004
events that happen these few days...good ones and bad ones...
hmm....few days din write already but then it is nothing compare that i create this blog few months ago and din bother to write anything also...at least now is better.hehehehe..well,these few days was mostly a disaster i should say...let me start with this wednesday.i went for lunch with my fren,bennu..he is way cool ...too skinny and tall like giraffe...hahaha...nice guy with sense of humour and lots of knowledge about nutrients.we went for lunch at the food court around mmu corner..food not that nice though.time to study after lunch so we headed back to library.so damn boring and ben seems a bit quiet also.the funny thing is he has the same glow in the dark keychain except his one is with his name of course.we din talk much cos both of us also busy studying.iggy was there of course,asking me lots of questions about eng maths and digital.this went on until 5 as the library is close after 5.went back home and took a rest.oh yea...my fren yen lian from cyber came to visit me.glad that she came ..miss her a lot .stomach was grumbling so decided to go to pasar malam for dinner.went out with be though and saw lots of people in pasar...lion with his gflah...then serene and her bf also,yen with her bf...jessintha and many more.at last manage to eat the satay which each time i went to pasar malam ,that pakcik sure told me i have to wait very long and i cant wait as i have no patience...yummy,the satay taste great though..went out for supper with yen lian around 1 when she came to my house. we talked a lot of course...gossiplah...stomache so damn full plus i drank kopi ais so cant sleep...aih..stay until 4 only can sleep.the next day was the worse day for me .gonna cut it short...damn itlah! i lost my id after i have my lunch and couldnt find it back.my mood totally change and worse still my guitar class was cancel and i have wait there for almost 20 minutes....everything bad happen at once.had dinner with dilip,iggy ,carlos and adrian.that dilip talk crap as usual.saw yin san in mmu corner though...after dinner ,went back to study again...sienlah...hate digital and electronics.today was a bit better for me as i am going to receive my new digicam which i ordered few weeks ago.study a lot today also cos was doing few tutorial.cracking my head the whole day is really tired.went to finance to make the payment for a new id card...haih...there goes my rm60.my mum have scolded me last night and because of anger i yell at her .thats not right i know but that time i just cant control it .but then again i say sorry to her after i calm myself down.it is just that i had a bad day and being scolded and naggin is the last thing i expect from my mum.a bit sleepy now...nitez....ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
feeling uneasy and headache...
gosh,i have this feeling since yesterday.haih..what happen to me?i barely study much yesterday thanks to the headache i have.i lie down my bed for a while but the headache just got worse.panadol?nah,i do not want to eat that as it doesnt help much.what else other than sit in front of my pc again?there i go again;straining my eyes in front of my pc.i put on my headphone and listen to some praise and worship song and luckily it helps to ease my headache.my stack of notes was just next to me and once i start to crack my brain to figure all those flip flop,there comes my headache again.damn it!i really hate digital..electronics is so much better.feeling a bit uncomfortable also that so my mind was set to forget about my studies and relax myself with watching charmed and listen to some great music.at the same time,i chat with a new online fren of mine,anthony.luckily ,my fren,irene online also.have a nice time chatting with her until 3 o clock when my eyes can barely open.therefore,i went to sleep.the next morning,i went for lunch after i woke up because last night i just have a light dinner.was really hungry and my stomache grumbling and the sound of drums can be heard...hahahaha....After lunch,i rest a while before i took a bath...weather was so damn hot...i hate the sun.spend the rest of the afternoon studying electronics...it is better than studying digital of course and of course took a nap also and manage to have a dream too..not going to mention about my dream here but definitely it is a sweet dream rather than a nightmare. ate chicken rice for dinner and bought slurpee from seven eleven....plan to do some tutorial later and study a nit of digital and go to sleep then.i planned to go library tomorrow and study really hard.this step has to be taken to get rid of my pc from me and at the same time,have to renew a book.elecotronics tutorial,here i come...haih...cracking my head again....
Monday, November 15, 2004
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