aiks...no idea why i close my eyes..thats me and jo... 

seems real,right?hehehe..... 

some kind of animal i saw in nite safari....zoo melaka. 

you are the one

been busy nowadays.have to get ready for midterm.kind of happy today as i just receive my engineering maths mid term result.got 17/20.kind of oklah as i dun expect much.people like me are stupid so should satisfied compare to my elder sis who is so damn smart and good in her studies.no wonder she got first class honours when she graduate.me?i am such a nuisance in the family.no idea where all my confidence gone but one thing i realise i will never be better than her no matter how hard i try.thats why myconcept is stupid people like me will always remain stupid.haih...yea...looking forward to go back ipoh.hehehe...your birthday coming...so sorry i cant make it to celebrate with you but i will be back on 29 july.promise to call you and wish you happy birthday and looking forward to go out with you *wink wink*.hmm...but really have to study hard during the break.lots of stuff i dun understand...once again..stupid people like me is like that.last weekend,i almost waste my time doing nothing but sleeping and dreaming.haih....yea..dreaming about you.next week,my elder sis taking a flight to bintulu.i wish her all the best and may she find happiness working there.yay~i got car to use when back to ipoh.must practise my driving well so that i can go here and there.hmm...really miss you.and this break,seriously have to divide my time well as i need to study then go out with you and my mum ask me to teach my younger sis in her studies.must know which is my priority.sorrylah,as for now,you are definitely not my first priority.hahaha...of course studies first and then my younger sis and you are the last i guess...hehehe....aiks...in library database centre now so have to ciaoz...

about him...

nowadays,i have been thinking a lot about you.probably because i miss you a lot.oh yea...thanks for the heart pendant.indeed,i like it very much.and really appreciate for your calls and sms .to be honest,i really miss those times we spend together,though it is only for one month plus.at first,my impression of you wasnt that good.i dun really like you in fact,probably because you are superior than me plus the way you talk also kind of selfish type.but deep inside ,i think you look cute.i hate it when you ask me to do this and that and i show some kind of annoying face.you din talk much to me at first probably cos i am new kua.according to you,i wasnt that friendly.i was kind of disappointed cos you never ask me to join you for lunch.each time when it is time for lunch,i will look at you and my heart was hoping you will ask me to join you but you didnt so i went lunch with my dad and sometimes with hung.each time you din come to work,i will ask around why you werent there.i guess we were close from the dayi told you i wanna quit my job.that was the time you actually talk to me more than 15 minutes.i cant believe you actually ask me not to resign.deep inside ,i was happy to hear you say that but i have to as i have to go back mmu soon.i was kind of touch when you mention that all this while,you have been really "sayang " me....trying not to give me a lot of job.when he said that only i realise how good you have been to me.i was kind of hot tempered and each time you ask me to do something,i sort of give some rude remarks to you....sort of bully you..especially you told me your age..hehehe..but you never keep in the heart and instead you take it easy.actually,i want to tell you a lot of things...such as i have use your password..erm..i din stole your password,you give it to me once and i remember it..hehe...i have help you to release all the invoice which need to print the report.i have help you also.i think we sort of get close when we work together on my last sunday.haha...just the two of us.i was really happy when i found out that you were working on sunday with me.was really nice of you to offer to buy breakfast for me.and you have teach me a lot of things that day too .we talk a lot and i really got to know you better that time.you told me your bad experience and i really pity you.you share your experience with me and i share mine too.oh yea...i like your hp....you use your hp to play some song and sing to me also...hehe...i like that when you sing to me and let me use your hp.i feel that i am close to you.hahaha...you even left your hp with me when you go toilet...really trust me that much woh.there is one promoter told us we look like couple...go everywhere together and talk the whole day.hehehe....at last,you ask me to go lunch with you... :) really happy that day.since that day,we have been close..went lunch together everyday.and we went out for movie too.really happy that day and thanks a lot for "belanja" me.i am really happy to know you and i am looking forward to go back ipoh and meet you again. i hope you are doing well there.i understand what you have been through and i know you need some time to heal from those bad experience.one must stand up after a fall to continue the journey and i certainly i hope i can walk beside you in this journey