i wish things will stay the way they are

been busy lately.there are so many things to settle.2 lab reports,fyp,exams...but it is ok,i can still take it.been locking myself up at home for three days but my dramas accompany me most of the time.my head getting heavier day by day.sometimes,i felt really tired and want to give up but i just cant.the road almost coming to an end and my journey of working life will start soon.i do not want to stay in mmu for another year,staying in mlk for other purpose is ok but not studying in mmu.i have been studying for many years and it is really enough for the time being.i din really have a break without worry about my studies for a long time.the break i had after i finish my pmr and spm were one of my best time of my life and i longed for that kind of break.my fyp still not finish done and i am still working in it.hols was great but just a little trouble happen at home.i was sort of stuck between my parents.thank god it was over and everything was back normal.my financial was sort of frozen during the break due to my familys' problem and deep inside,i got a bit panic.my money sort of stuck for the payment of prom.hope everything will be settle soon.there is another reason why i locked myself up at home.i din want to meet anyone because there is something bothering my mind.well "you" did called me few times but i din picked up ur call because i dun know what to say to " you" anymore.i told myself many times that "you" are history already but somehow "you" always appear all of sudden when i feel down.come to think of it,how many people actually understand what i want and what i like?some people just dun get what i want and what is on my mind.for example,my fren here doesnt know what i want.this fren always treat me food(i did the same to return favour,i not the type that just receive) but that is not what i want my fren to do."you" know what i like the most.i like anything related to "stars" and u once give me a star which i treasure a lot.I once had a bunch of frens that know what i like the most.i still remember my 18th birthday when they give me a present i really like.those are the gifts i never forget.i wonder when i will found someone who knows what i want and read my mind.perhaps never...i kind of tired and class soon.sayonara!

cny dinner at pei zing restaurant,malacca

me and fern

from left :my tele coursemate (chiau ee),me,fern,lilian,yin ching,feli,kai xuan

from left:me,fern,lilian,kai xuan and feli~