grumbling that I going for holidays and spending money.I just ignore her ramblings as it is not nice to talk back to your elder. I have my own thoughts, things I want to do before I getting old and cant walk anymore. I hope she can be more understanding. Last month was a total nightmare and Oct was such a beautiful month. Although I dont get much birthday present this year, but I am really happy with everything I have now.Next trip is to JB on Dec. However, I have a bad preminition that my father in law will spoil my JB holiday. I choose for now, dont want to think so much. Younger sis will graduate soon end of the year. Convo will be next year, I have already plan to DIY a bouquet for her. Although I cant tahan her sometimes with her temper, deep inside, I know, she is my sister and I need to take care of her. Same with my mum. Why? Because of a promise. A promise to my father that I will take care both of them. So no matter how angry I am , I will hold to that promise till the day I see my father again. Occasionally , I will cry when I think of him. Ok, dont get emo.
