Walaoweh, cant believe it has been three months. The number of events happen...everything was so rush.Yes, one of the biggest event of my life is coming very soon. Everything was decided that it should be held on the 30 oct 2011 but unfortunely, my mum in law passed away two months back. Well, the month of Feb was a nightmare for both of us. It is suppose to be a happy month due to we are getting registered on 27 Feb 2011 but things turn out badly for my mother in law(it was future mother in law at that time).The rushing to the hospital, the medical bills(the amount really freaks me out), the shouting and yelling at each other, the crying. I didnt even enjoy CNY at all due to she was admitted to hospital on 1st day and the discharge on 2nd day of CNY and went back in on third day of cny.Words actually cant describe my feeling and what I been through that month. The burden and sadness was much more heavier for my hubby.On the last day of CNY, it was all so sudden. My hubby rush back all the way and I cant fall asleep at all and the news came through my hp that she passed away. I feel sad , very sad although I met her few times only . I told myself, think positive, at least she no longer suffering.Her medical bills accumulated up to 30k. Well, decision was made that wedding will be held on 15 May 2011 and my side will be 21 May 2011. Although sad but reality is cruel, life jus have to go on. I am sure she is happy that someone can take good care of her son(she did mention this before).
Well, our registration was very simple. Pre wedding pics taken....and I am nervous/excited...It is around 1 month more only. No time to diet...become fat fat bride...no choice..
