its complicated

i think i din blog for quite some time.few events happen in my life of course.firstly,is about my family.i dun want to talk much about it cos it is not something to be proud of.sometimes,i just dun understand why she is not satisfied.everything also went well.graduated and then get a good job.got a car to drive here and there.even in uni times also got car.what more you want?now,want to own a house and car when you only work for less than a year.isnt that too ambitious?and you do not want to take out own money.want so much things in life but yet you are so stingy.you are jealous of me,aint you?what have i got compare to you?looks?nah..i am damn ugly,brains?u are definitely better than me.height?u are so much taller than me.love?you have all the love you want.i only got the love of my parents.haih...sometimes,i just dun understand.did you know i am jealous of you?and your presence makes me feel that i am nothing compare to you?did you know that?no,i dun think you will understand.all you know is money and i take all the things you want and the truth is you are the one doing that.blood is thicker than water.there is nothing i can do but to accept you as you are.exam coming soon,have to prepare .i wanna do well this sem.gtg now.seeya