Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Just Fly ,Fly with me

Hehe, finally things are getting better. Work is still stress. Going to holidays soon. Finally, found tenant for my Malacca house. At last, I can be a landlady, writing receipt for my tenants. Haha..I have always want to follow my parents footsteps to earn, save and own property so that when I am old, I got side income.Before I reach 30, manage to achieve one goal all by myself. Proud. Hehe. Although it is just a small house, I am truly satisfied.Anyway, to proceed with second goal, to settle the bank loan with the rental collected. Need to remind myself, rental is not for own use, it is for bank installment. Perhaps, I use just a bit for my own leisure expenses.People around me is getting pregnant, give birth, its ok, we should happy for others.For now, I just hope my health will recover. Having diarrhae last week, and when I weight myself, notice I lost 2kg. Not sure it is because i cut down coffee or the constant threadmill exercise. Diarrhae...wont have such big effect kua. Its going to be end of the year soon, when I refresh back, the preggie and miscarriage event still haunt my mind. I feel scared of going through it again, so I not sure whether I am ready yet. By right, this month, I should make appointment with my gynae but I feel lazy. The waiting is driving me crazy.So, perhaps in Nov, when I free only will make appointment.Need to as my menstrual cycle run again. Now, looking forward to Krabi holidays and Legoland in Dec. I feel I deserve to have a break.

Friday, September 18, 2015

Depressed

Life has been quite stressful ever since my team mate left. Not to blame her but my boss who ask me to take over her task two weeks before she transfer to another dept. Been falling sick as well. No doubt, my menstrual cycle goes haywire again due to my health deteriorating. Its sad. Anyway, its confirmed I not preggie but my PCOS seems to have become more serious.I cried myself at night thinking about what is wrong with my body.There is no one that can help me. Gynae? I sick of going to Columbia hospital. Afraid I might even discover new sickness.I knew it was not the right way to deal with this.All lost, I feel tired all the time too.Sometimes,although illogical, I have the feeling of not getting up. Forever sleep, I am too tired to go on.There is no one to turn into. I knew that I should be grateful for other things that I have but I just want to have a regular cycle so that I can TTC again. Is that too much to ask for? Stress, I hate it. People from other dept chasing me all the time causing me to feel stress and its really too much to cope with. I need a break, a long break. Trip to Krabi next month, I hope my battery can recharged and at the same time, for once, auntie(period),please come. I am scared when it doesnt come more than a month. Feel down at the moment..

Monday, September 07, 2015

Althea Korea for Skincare and Cosmetics


This is one of my favourite online site for getting Korean cosmetic skincare and cosmetics.
I am a big fan of Innisfree product. Recently I bought the Long Wear Cushion and they gave me a limited edition series.Althea service is definitely thumbs up with the freebies and the product comes all the way from Korea. Shipping is free when you buy more than RM150. Extremely satisfied. The soothing gel from Nature Republic is fantastic too. I use it every morning and it gives my skin a very refreshing feeling. Since I dont go for facial, spending some money on mask, cleanser is ok for me if I can afford it.