Friday, December 31, 2010

End of year 2010...




Wow, cant believe it is actually the end of 2010 already. In 4 hours, it will be the beginning of a new year. New start...Well, time to reflect back on the important events this year. Hmmm...Well,the start of the year was horrible with my manager giving me mental torture on the way he handles the team. Besides that, the amount of bonus for this year was very dissapointing. The next suprise Digizen in Technology has is the re org. Everyone was suprised with the announcement. Then I receive the news that my manager is leaving. Yes, "finally" ,thats what my heart says. The arriving of new manager to handle my team was kinda of hard to accept. Being a person that is difficult to accept anything new, my mind was set to "I dun like him at all. Please f**k off if you cant show your abilities to be my head". Well, i against of everything he said. Every single thing at first but as time passed, I need to be "hipokrit" to survive. I need my manager to help me in my career path, my appraisal so it is time to accept the fact that I have to live with him and be nice to him.Well,I finally fit in and comfortable. And just when I feel comfortable with everything, there is this manager approach my manager to request me to join her team. Lady boss....omg..but her team is doing something different from my current team.Due to I want to change my job scope, I want to enhance my technical knowledge, I decided to join her team. Yes, my team members classify me as "traitor". Even my manager also think in such a way. I am sorry but I need to move on , to add market value to myself. If you are in my shoes, u will think the same way. So 2010, I have gone through 3 managers in total. As for relationship, there are times I cried and cried due to arguements with my bf especially on the preparation of the new house conflicting with my ipoh trip. Luckily , everything was ok due to we love each other and dun want to give up on the relationship. I think that is what makes the relationship grow stronger. After everything we went through, we finally decided to tie the knot next year. I was still young but was ready to settle down due to I am very sure he is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. Ok, resolution list

1) getting registered and married. Registered on 27 Feb 2011. Married on 30 Oct 2011.
2)enhance and add market value to myself by proactive in all my tasks/projects
3)I want to buy house....
4)I want money money money for marriage
5) Money again to buy gold for my nephew, niece, younger sis
6)Bonus
7)I need to slim down!! Cant fit into wedding gown
8)I want my wedding pics all nice
9)Stay healthy
10)Cook more variety for my future hubby.