journey of life: December 2006

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

flashback

the year 2006 going to end soon.....bye 2006 and hello 2007...soonlah.somehow,this morning,sitting in front of my pc,i cant help it but think of "you".four years have passed(its really a very long time) but your image is still on my mind.those happy moments still very fresh on my mind.i still cant figure out what happen between you,me and our gang.i guess i will never figure that out.when was the last time i saw you?i think it is one year ago at tesco.you look at me and i look at you but none of us approach each other.how old are you now?ah ha..22...i knew you when you were 18 years old.i like the way you talked,your smile,your jokes.i think one of the happiest moment that you are in my mind is one day before i departed to melaka to further my studies in mmu.i still remember me,you,ch,yp, went to town pizza hut and you pay for our meal.then we met s.kean at kfc with san.we walked to the park and play under the rain.really like small kids.there we took some pictures(i still have them with me now..hehe)and we went jj after that.at the food court,we talk non stop and tease each other.i was really happy that time.no stress and no need to worry a single thing.how i wish those moments can come back but i know things changed.everyone went to a different path.all of you(km,sk,lsk,ch,yp,san) once walk with me in my journey and right now,all of you no longer there...but only memories remain.there is nothing i can do except i wish all of you obtain happiness.i cant predict the future but when i refresh back to my past,the memories i have with you all is one of the best i ever had and i have no regrets getting to know all of you.as the new year coming,i have few resolutions.firstly,wish my parents healthy always and secondly,hope to get good results in my studies and the list goes on.haha...thats all for now.sleepy liao

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

seduction style

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

woke up in the morning and realise...

when i woke up this morning,i realise we are from two different world insignificantly.our thoughts are completely different.we seldom agree on anything anymore.I guess both of us have change as the time passed.The past can never return and so is the feeling.You tell me your stories and i tell mine and we both listen only to what each other saying.i dun have anymore personal opinion when you tell me something.i just listen and listen.yup,this indicate my "mind" has won once and for all.and you know what?my heart starts to agree on my mind too.well,i guess it is time to move on.my journey of life still continues....and as i walk down the path,i am sure i will meet a lot of different people."You" once have walk with in the journey and now,you still do but just that not that close.there is a distance.for now,i still walking with my parents(nearest to me) while others are walking in a distance with me.However,i feel happy my parents were there..and as usual,the feeling of safety and happiness is there.thats all for now..

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

while walking on the rain

Something came out of my mind when i was walking on the rain today.somehow,i miss my family a lot.i wish to thank god for blessing them with good health.well,they are most precious treasure and the only ones that sincerely love me.When i have the ability to take care of them,i will protect them at any cost.I wont let anyone (not even my own family ) to hurt them in any way.I miss my grandma anyway,though it has been three years she left me .i know she is in a better place now,she has return to her lord,her saviour.i respect her for what she was,for everything she has done for me.the memory of her shall remain forever in my mind.As for my another grandma,i dun really wanna talk about her except she is a stranger to me.While i was walking on the rain,i thought of my life too.From positive to negative side.well,at that moment,i wish i have a car so that i wont have to walk under the rain with my umbrella(i still get wet).so charm...It reminds me what my fren told me the other day.this fren of mine din know how lucky she is.her life is kind of ok to me.father provide her with a car to go here and there,mum cooks at home,never have to budget herself and yet she complain about her family protecting her.she have no idea the life outside her own sweet home and hometown.she even do her training at her father's firm.i wonder she have any idea on working outside.Kids nowadays are very lucky.some stay at home during holidays without working.Parents over protective.Ended up,they dun know the tough world outside.Once they went to work after graduate,then only they realise how hard it is to earn money.well,i learn those kind of hardship of earning money quite early compare to others.It is not that i am not good in my studies or i am from a poor family,but my mother want me and my sister to be independant and learn something from working experience and indeed i have learn a lot.I have face complaints from customer and learn how to deal with them,manager asking me to go to his office(getting bullied) and i met all kind of people.oh yea,one more thing,punctuality.i notice a lot of people not punctual(my frens).i think the reason why is because they never realise the consequences.well,when you work,not punctual,consequences is severe.I am not complaining about my life,just that i have face some hardships which i know it is just the beginning and the journey is still very long but i count my blessings at the same time.before i went to bed,i wanna thank god for everything.nitez!