Tuesday, December 19, 2006

while walking on the rain

Something came out of my mind when i was walking on the rain today.somehow,i miss my family a lot.i wish to thank god for blessing them with good health.well,they are most precious treasure and the only ones that sincerely love me.When i have the ability to take care of them,i will protect them at any cost.I wont let anyone (not even my own family ) to hurt them in any way.I miss my grandma anyway,though it has been three years she left me .i know she is in a better place now,she has return to her lord,her saviour.i respect her for what she was,for everything she has done for me.the memory of her shall remain forever in my mind.As for my another grandma,i dun really wanna talk about her except she is a stranger to me.While i was walking on the rain,i thought of my life too.From positive to negative side.well,at that moment,i wish i have a car so that i wont have to walk under the rain with my umbrella(i still get wet).so charm...It reminds me what my fren told me the other day.this fren of mine din know how lucky she is.her life is kind of ok to me.father provide her with a car to go here and there,mum cooks at home,never have to budget herself and yet she complain about her family protecting her.she have no idea the life outside her own sweet home and hometown.she even do her training at her father's firm.i wonder she have any idea on working outside.Kids nowadays are very lucky.some stay at home during holidays without working.Parents over protective.Ended up,they dun know the tough world outside.Once they went to work after graduate,then only they realise how hard it is to earn money.well,i learn those kind of hardship of earning money quite early compare to others.It is not that i am not good in my studies or i am from a poor family,but my mother want me and my sister to be independant and learn something from working experience and indeed i have learn a lot.I have face complaints from customer and learn how to deal with them,manager asking me to go to his office(getting bullied) and i met all kind of people.oh yea,one more thing,punctuality.i notice a lot of people not punctual(my frens).i think the reason why is because they never realise the consequences.well,when you work,not punctual,consequences is severe.I am not complaining about my life,just that i have face some hardships which i know it is just the beginning and the journey is still very long but i count my blessings at the same time.before i went to bed,i wanna thank god for everything.nitez!

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