Monday, December 29, 2014

Year 2014 end, hello 2015

Well, year 2014 will soon end with less than a week time. Time for 2014 review,huh? Well, the first quarter of the year was average for me as I really had a tough time coping up with my dad's inheritance issue plus the family almost broke down due to some conflict.It was really difficult time.Sabah trip was on March and I had a great time there with hubby. The visit to Ipoh Specialist Centre to see gynae was a mental torture.Stop that in April as I cant go back Ipoh that often.During this time, I focus on my work instead of the idea of having a child. To me, there are many other things in life than having a kid at home.Its not that I dont like kids but if we already tried and judging by my health conditions, why not focus on other things and accept the truth? My mum and hubby in this issue but I got really tired of it. Second half of the year was great with Phuket trip this year. Have a wonderful time except the part "no electricity". Everything was nice there and amazed with Fantasea and aqua show. Well, 2015 is approaching and overall, I am satisfied with what I went through this year. It was hard to cope up with my mum as the fact dad is no longer around is still hard to accept. Its already two years and up till today, I still think of him and occasionally cry too. I tried to comfort my mum and ask her to be strong as she still having hard time coping with it. Well, life still have to go on. Ok, time for 2015 resolutions

1) Get my Melaka house key asap and rent it out to cover the bank loan
2) I miss out the opportunity to see JKS in Korea on Jan 24 due to my heavy training schedule. His concert will be at Japan, I think it is way over my budget, thus no choice, need to see him from far( Youtube and through CRIJ 6.Officially his fan club member from 1 Jan 2015. Hehe...
3) Holiday in Seoul, Korea end of the year during winter time.Best if can double purpose..to attend JKS concert but I doubt he will have it two times in a year.
4) Get my share grant ( yes, money..Thank you, TIME DOT COM for giving me the shares FREE.
5) Achieve all my KPI and get BONUS so that my bank accounts will have more than 4 digits ,please.
6) Each year, I hope that I can conceive baby  but  I change my mind this time. Please give me good health to myself and my hubby and  I hope we stay safe and sound for the year 2015.
7) Good health to my mum and I hope someday, she wont cry anymore when think of my dad.
8) Hope I can have more patience and stay focus on my work and smooth sailing year 2015
9) Change car? Each year, when i calculate the money, I drop the idea. Still dream of getting nonlocal car. Hmm...
10) Have less conflict with my hubby's family. Driving me crazy. I dont think this can achieve judging by my hot tempered personality.