CNY 2016

The cashew nut cookies that I made

Beloved mummy birthday with her grand kids,dughters and son in law. Wish mum have good health always

New clay tea set which I got it for myself this CNY to serve guest

Chor 2 Dinner at Restaurant Loong Wah

So fast CNY already over. Well, this year, it was a very tiring CNY. The difference this CNY with the previous ones , I start my bussiness with selling "HAI LOU" . RM10 one small tong. Its actually very cheap and not much profit earned. Cant sell too expensive or else, no one buy from me. Must gain the trust from customers first. Well, for a start, not bad the bussiness. Collect orders of 14 tong and then I "sau gong". Due to the price of everything raise up this year, I made cashew nut biscuits too to save some cost on buying the biscuit for CNY. Every ringgit counts. This year, it is my turn to sponsor the Chor 2 dinner. Decided to eat at Restaurant Loong Wah as the price is reasonable. Want to book Restaurant Tuck Kee but the captain was very rude to me when I was asking them on the menu. The price was expensive and not worth it also plus with the rude attitude, no way I going to let them earn my money. Overall, satisfied with Loong Wah as this restaurant belongs to my relative. Manage to spend some time to gather with my frens. We manage to maintain this gathering since year 2003 till now. More than ten years of friendship.Although all of us are busy with our life, but each time CNY, it is time for gathering. I thank god for giving me a group of true frens.The best part is a friend of mine turned into gay. Perhaps he was gay all along but it has been announced to all since two years ago. To me, nothing changed. Gay or no gay, he is still a good friend of mine. However, each time CNY gathering, I still will think of  a fren of ours that has went missing/lost in touch. We mention about him few times but as time passed by, his name was never mention again. I know frens come and go but I still hope this fren of mine, by fate, I can see him again. 12 years has passed, no news was heard about him.Money was spend for CNY, with the number of angpau that I need to give, its very tiring. Married for almost 5 years and still no luck in having a baby. No matter how much I comfort myself, its not working. This issue is slowly eating my spirit up. I hold on to the hope, but each day , my health getting worse and worse. Next month, I decided to resume back my dance class. One year...I stopped ever since I discover I am preggie. The nightmare last year, it was still very fresh on my mind . On how hopes was given and was taken back in a harsh way. I no longer crying but my heart still hurts each time I think of what happen. Deep inside, I know, it takes a miracle to be able to conceive again. Perhaps I need to be less greedy and pray for good health. Be thankful. What others able to do naturally, I need a miracle for it. Perhaps my upcoming hols to Bangkok can help to ease my stressful mind. Cant wait to go BKK!