happie

after such a long sleep,my body have rest enough and ready for challenges ahead.yea,i slept at 9 last night and woke up at 8 this morning.feeling very happy indeed.currently listening to my favourite song now.the soundtrack from the drama "summer x summer".kind of addicted to this drama till i havent study for my midterm yet which will be on 23rd august and not to mention the progress of my fyp is extremely slow.been driving a lot nowadays and i found it quite enjoyable especially driving at night and going around my house area,it creates a nice feeling.on fri night,i did that but somehow,i feel like talking someone on the car and cos cant find anyone,i decided to call my fren.he called me before that but din talk long as the line reception was bad in my room.There are so many things to talk about and after chatting,i feel relieved.the same feeling i had few years back when he was here ,studying in the same place with me.unfortunely,my good frens always never stay long beside me.fren comes and goes.luckily,with mobile phone,we still can keep in touch.Anyway,from that conversation,i discovered something i never realise before.something that has been bothering me since hols.Just glad i finally manage to clear the doubts on my mind.As for now,my main goal is to complete my fyp and graduate and enjoy life to the fullest.Before this,i have made some sacrifice of my time for the sake of my family and making myself moody all the time.My family especially my parents is always my priority and i dun mind giving up something because of them.Unfortunely,i was very wrong.My mum told me,i am still young,should do the things i like while i can and not sacrifice my youth time and become moody and worse thing,one of my family member doesnt even appreciate it.I was very down for the past two weeks as one of the person i love the most totally ignore me eventhough i have said sorry.It really hurts when the person u love ignore u,and worst still,it is one of ur family member.someone that u cant just disown or dumped that fella.I told myself,it is because her mind not yet mature but deep inside my heart,i know the truth and i just denying it.i felt really dissapointed and i cant even sleep on the night we fight and argue.Because of "kek sam" and falling sick ,i lost some weight also.unbelievable,right?i only gained weight and never lost weight before this except when i was in form 4.lost 2 kg in total which is a lot already to me.well,anyhow,i reliased i cant do anything and i cant think of a solution to the problem also.no point thinking ,i might as well live happily.

oh yea,currently,one of my new idol is joe cheng.strange,i simply love his hands.very nice indeed.hehe.and definitely his smile also.he has cut his hair short and i love both long haired and short haired joe cheng.love all his drama which are it started with a kiss and summer x summer.My favourite idol is still wu zun .recently,he opened his 2nd gym which is a very big one which includes basketball court ,swimming pool and many other facilities.loaned 10 million from the bank so u have the idea how big his gym is in brunei.i really admired this kind of attitude.doing ur own bussiness with your own effort without depending on ur family(his family is freaking rich).being involved in showbiz doesnt last forever thus those superstar should involved with something that u have interest in and can make money.one of the good example is jackie chan.he has his own fitness centre too which is california fitness.when i went to sunway pyramid two weeks ago,he opened another branch there.keep it up,jackie chan and wu zun!wah,my breakfast still havent finish.wanna concentrate on it now.ciao