A look into the sweet memories and continue to smile and live happily

It took quite some time for me to be back up. Decided to put the past behind. Although last year , a few unfortunate event happen but one of the best memories of last year is my trip to Hong Kong. Yes, a trip to the land of TVB, and to fulfill my childhood dream which is to pay a visit to Disneyland. It is indeed a land of happiness. The fireworks at night was stunning and glad I decided to stay late just to watch the beautiful fireworks with Teh.

Due to I change job, I only manage to find time to go for a short vacation to Penang after I was confirmed in June. Met MMU bestie , Felicia and we spend time together going to 3D trick muzium.Soon another 4 months, it will be the end of year 2017. I dont ask for more, I just want a happy life, good health .

the day my world collapse...will time heal my broken heart?

Been in and out of Columbia Hospital. Two weeks of worrying on bleeding issue and finally it happen. When it happens, I feel my world was collapse. I dont know what to do. I am scared. I ask myself, why? Why is God so cruel by giving me hope and take it away just like that? How am I going to face this again? I dont know. I cried and cried and before I knew it, I was in OT , waiting for the D&C procedure. The whole thing makes my body numb. How am I going to go on life without thinking about it? This is the second time I need to face miscarriage. How? God, please give me strength. Strength to move on and live happily and put the past behind me. Three days have passed but I still unable to forget. Each time I look at Teh, I feel sorry for him. We did our best but things doesnt turn out right . Life is so difficult, huh?

Goodbye 2016, hello 2017...

Wow, din know I abandon my blog that long. Well, so far a few events happen in year 2016. It was again another year of series of unfortunate events.
I have broken my finger tendon causing it to fall down. It was scary. The doc advised me to immediately to be warded and schedule operation. At that time,
I feel my life has collapsed. I have to take leave from work for 6 weeks. My elder sis has been very supportive and Teh as well. I feel like crying but
I hold back my tears as I do not want my loved ones to be worried. The hardship I faced during the 6 weeks, not able to cook , wear bra and even having hard time
to feed myself. Outside people might think I have a relax,happy life staying at home for 6 weeks but I can tell you, that 6 weeks is one of the hardest
week I have to go through. I have to go physiotherapy minimum two times a week and each session, my life energy was like sucked out at that place.
I hardly sleep well at night due to bandages. I didnt even celebrate my birthday due to this. Just a simple meal , thats all.
Thinking everything was over after 6 weeks, one week after I start work, a trailer bang my car. Went to police station and car was sent to repair.
2016, I hate you. 2017, please be good to me.