So far so good

Life so far has been good. Thank god.Occasionally I will cry when I think about the last few months and how
my dream of having a child was taken away. I accept it as fate and praying hard that I can forget the miscarriage
experience. Recently , I found an old fren fb, someone I din keep in touch for ten years.He sort of migrated to Ireland, doing fine and quite well. I'm really happy to see frens doing well.Those memories we had last time I will cherish it in my heart forever. Looking back, I feel my younger days was much happier. No worries. My mum told me, it depends on how you look at things. So, I spend my time and even money to do things that can make me happy.My project finish and now doing UAT with user. One challenge gone and there are many other things that is on the way. Work, I can handle.We must be thankful with what we have. There are many other unfortunate people out there. When I think about that, it is a way to comfort myself to see things in a more positive way. I miss my daddy. Initially, I tot as time goes by, the wound will heal.Three years has pass but I still think of him always.Perhaps ten years? I have no idea. It is not easy to get over with someone who brought you up.The fear of losing my mum, I am scared. Very scared the day will come. I pray to god, to keep her healthy always.