A quiet birthday with my hubby and mum

It was just a very quiet birthday with my hubby and mum this year. This is due to my birthday falls on weekdays. However, i got a very special birthday present from TIME this year. Yes, TIME is giving share to high performance staff only. Give, ok, not e source. 500 shares for my performance last year. Its not much but better than nothing. Sometimes i feel very exhausted, not easy to handle my mum without hurting her feelings. She is very sensitive ever since daddy not around.Bought lots of shoes nowadays. Although bought Skechers but I still got myself a Reebok shoes as well. Well, next year, with GST coming, no more shoes, no more clothes unless really necessary. This kind of mentality is causing me to spend more money...nyek nyek. My luggage bag was spoilt during my Singapore trip. It was bought by my dear daddy for me so feel a bit pain. No, I not going to throw it away as it was a good one. Plan to bring it for repair in Ipoh (crossed fingers it can be repair). In the meantime, I bought a Barry Smith one for myself. Ok, dun make me feel guilty , I was actually planning to get a Samsonite one  but it was way too expensive. American Tourister is a good brand too, this one I can afford but why pay attention so much to brand? Most importantly, can last, right? Samsonite can last a lifetime definitely but thinking about the money, nah, cant so I get Barry Smith one instead. I assume should be ok since they give 3 year warranty on the bag. Lets hope it will last. Was planning to go to Bangkok but drop the idea down as my Korea trip is still pending. Praying hard I can make it to Korea next year. Last but not least, I was hoping I can go to my TEAM H concert as well next year. Once in a lifetime , I must see my idol, JKS face to face on the stage. Due to money constraint, I din join CriJ 5 last year. This year, make the effort to join his official fan club. Its not cheap, but what the heck, love him way too much so I join. My registration was successful thanks to the help of the other eels( JKS fans is called eels), now waiting for the membership card to arrive all the way from Korea. Some will ask, how come at this age, still like Korean idol? To me, JKS is no ordinary guy, he is very special. He has his own principles, his dreams and he is very hardworking. His voice is simply wonderful.Ok, enough of my idol. Life so far has been great. I miss you , daddy but I know you will always there in our heart. Mum sometimes will complain about you but to me, you always the best daddy.