Bye to year 2012, hello 2013..

The year of 2012 is ending with just a few days left. This year has been one of the most sorrowful year with the sudden death of my beloved daddy. It is not easy to accept and I miss him a lot. He was the pillar strength of family,things has been very difficult especially involving my mum. I feel very sad each time I go back to visit my mum in Ipoh but there is nothing to do to ease the pain. I felt angry with my grandma , very angry with all her evil deeds.Deep inside, I asking myself, why is she not the one that passed away? Why is it has to be my dad? My dad was a kind person, he doesnt deserve this kind of ending.Time will heal but I not sure when as tears keep flowing down each time I think of my daddy. It wasnt easy as it seems to forget someone u really love and care. Anyway, time to move on to my resolution for 2013; 1) to have a good health 2) earn more money(perhaps an increment after I have confirmed from TIME?) 3) able to travel overseas( Singapore / Korea is the next destination) 4) able to rent out Lagoon Suites apartment 5) a baby perhaps( baby is a gift from god, I not sure whether he is giving me a chance to be a mother or not) 6) my nephew free of kutu throughtout the year(i call him "kutu king" currently 7) hubby to be promoted from senior manager to head of dept(so that I can goyang kaki and retired) 8) getting a new car( hmm...Toyota Vios G limited is on my mind)hehe...I drive this car to work everyday but I want to own it and not loaning from my mum. hehe...However, I still love my Proton Persona so perhaps this one will need to forward to year 2014 most likely 9) my mum's health to be good and I want to spend more time with her(if can, without the annoying younger sis) 10) to avoid my in laws (especially my hubby's annoying younger bro who like to show off his son...yes, i know i dont have a son but no need to show off like that.