Feeling happy

yo, it has been months i last updated here. Yea, reading back my previous post i realised that I was sad that time therefore causing me to rant a lot. Anyway, things are very much better now. Work..hmmm...not much to say but lots of things to do and learn a lot of new things.There was a decision to be made whether I would want to extend my knowledge but I am still considering. There is a rival at work which makes me really pissed off but life just have to go on. As for relationship, er..not badlah...so far I am happy. There are always ups and down but it is those challenges that make the relationship stronger. The shouting, yelling, crying , it is something essential in a relationship. Money is always a problem. Never enough. Why why? After two years of working, I still earning very little only woh. How ar? Get married and depend on husband? Nah, I dont like the idea of depending on husband. Need to be independent. When can I earn a lot of money. I tired of looking at the account book seeing that my saviings never grow. How can it grow when I start to save some and then I use more than that amount after a few months? I start to freak out already on this as the people surrounding me is saving a lot of money but I on the other hand, money keep reducing..Haih...