Ranting again...

4 weeks din update blog. What to do? I no longer got time to blog during my lunch time. Time is fully utilized nowadays till there is no time to read newspaper online.Workload was very heavy compare to last time. Ask me whether I am happy about it, I am neutral because I learn a lot of things compare to last time but there are sometimes, i get very stress up. Being someone who doesnt have good social skill and my "pretender" skills totally zero, I think i offended a lot of people when I am in bad mood. I admit I not those type easily get along with, and recently, I been having some problem with certain people. The higher your hope, the faster u feel disappointed.What I want to say your action reflects your attitude.Well, hell yea, i feel insecure, I have no idea what is on your mind.i wonder sometimes whether I am important to you. So ended up, I keep crying and crying each time I think of you. Who wants to go endure this kind of pain? What the point of crying?Yea, my rational mind knows it is not use but I just a normal human being. Not a machine which have no emotions. I feel lost, dont know what to do but extremely sad. I know life have to go on, therefore I wonder if going for a break will helps. As usual, budget very tight but I can still afford to go near place for two days, one night. Still got enough annual leave for that. Where should I go? Genting Highlands?