Christmas!

Kindly take note the pics is to cheer everything up.

depressed

Just when I think that everything is going to be ok, things start to get worse. Timing not right somemore, mum undergoing cataract operation, nephew admitted to hospital and I cant bother my family on my problems.Not really problem but my sadness and dissatisfication . As usual, I tried to comfort myself by telling that I am lucky compare to those contract not extended. I do not need to go for probation period.Haih...Well, I have to admit, I should be thankful. Got secured job now, salary although little but still can survive, family and frens that really care about me and there whenever I need them. Need to relax! Dun think so much, jo, just let it go!Will be going back hometown this Thursday...Cant wait!

its going to be end of 2009 soon

Yup, it is already Dec 2009 and time to reflect back what has been done this year. Luck was not on me this year especially from starting of the year till my birthday. So many misfortune events happen.Perhaps we will think of what we have achieved this year. Basically in terms of work, not much achievement for me in terms of technical knowledge. I am still extreme lagging behind compare to other tele engineers out there. Been working for one year plus and I feel myself still like a fresh grad only. Besides work, family....lots of arguements throughout the year especially with my younger sis. Perhaps the way I handle things is still not matured enough causing all this arguments. In terms of frens, I think still ok. Social life not that good....anti social mah....I got to know a lot of new frens too this year compare back to my uni days.Well, another two weeks plus will be christmas.Well,my christmas present budget will be cut cut cut down this year. Last year, I overspend a bit and this year, presents are only for closed ones. Frens will be out of the list. Nyek Nyek, thats why I got extra money to buy a new Reebok shoe plus some cosmetics.Bought a cake mixer for my mum and she is extreme happy about it. Ok, lets go to my wish list and see there is any changes. Will update my resolution for year 2010 soon

Wish list
1. change HP(wanna buy Samsung brand one)- Er, I think I will be getting my RM1000 mobile voucher next year...)
2. decorate my Ipoh room- my younger sis finally clean the room so I just need to decorate it a bit, previously, was freaking messy
3. a raise in my salary(damn low, work like hell only)-still waiting
4. more bonus(again,it is money)- got my quarterly bonus....
5. wanna see my niece(wai yan) more often- she still very far away
6. a better job and company..- cant find...:(
7. to own a house - long term dream which I dun think I can achieve even in 2010
8. money again to buy amanah saham malaysia so that I can make profit- still not enough yet and no more amanah saham release now....
9. last but not least...a good husband(haha, aiyoh, no bf already wish husband...kengleh)-er..uncertain on this