forget the past and strive for future

i have no idea how long i never blog here.almost half a year i guess.as usual,a lot of things has happened. Graduation ceremony was great except for the part rushing here and there.Saw my uni frens once again after so many months. Everyone looks great.There are a lotof updates about myself of course,from the first day i work in digi till now.LOts of events,from team building to digi challenge and then alot of activities.I got to know and get close to a few colleagues.Well, in life,there is not onlyhappiness but sorrow also.Arguments,those stressful moments when i am trying my best to do my job,and many other things.When u stand on your two own feet,there are so much to think about.For the past few months,i have been through a lot.Indeed,there are few happy things such as my fren finally will be working here.It is one of my fren that i cant afford to lose and someone i hope that will stay quite near to me rather than separated by the sea.hehe. Well,I always tell myself to take things easy and dont think too much.People tend to gossip around and I wont bother to explain much also as it will only make things worse.I tend to be forgetful nowadays and sometimes,I always in my own wonderland....This statement was given by oneofmy colleague.Some people might find me a bit rude as when u ask me question,i tend to keepquiet or ignore it.Usually,it is when I am busy or there is something on my mind.I hope I can change my attitude butsomehow my brain sort of stop functioning.Perhaps you will find it confusing what I am saying here but this ignoring attitude ofmine is getting serious.Well, I was too naive sometimes.The world is indeed very cruel till sometimes,I dun know which is my fren and which one is my enemy.Some people even spread rumours which are not true at all and I admit,I got very upset on this.It is indeed silly but I cant help it.I just hope time will heal and solve everything.