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i was kind of lucky i manage to find a few best frens who will be there for me and they really treat me over my expectations.thanks to all my best frens!i try my very best to be a good frquite some time din blog already.busy with assignment and project.plus eyes not that good so cant see the screen for too long.hehe...a lot of things happen but i dun think i can remember that much and write everything here.hmmm...let me think what to start first.erm...yea..went back to hometown for elder sis convo.really tiring as few days before that,i have continuous exam then rush here and there.then went yum cha at night ..with my exschool mates...my fren,soh nam going to go india soon to proceed her studies in medicine..so no matter how tired,i try my very best to go out instead resting at home.went to bed at 1 am..so damn tired.....but happy cos have along chat with my frens.yea..met carmen..she promoting ford cars..kind of shocked to see her..cant recognise her.she was wearing really tigh clothes with miniskirt and high heels...hehe...really sexy.she ask us to help her in the survey..so layan her a bit lah.by the time i went back,elder sis not back yet from convo night.whole day,i havent really see her face as by the time,i went home,she busy make up for convo night then i was busy going out to collect flowers for her and teman my mum to set her hair also..then by the time i at home,she out already with her bf.at night ,i went out and by the time she came back,i already asleep.she went to her uni early in the morning.she woke me up to ask me to help her with her tie...after her,daddy came to me with the same reason.aiyoh...i wanna sleep also cannot.then at 730..we depart from house.was really sleepy that time.by the time we reach there,i saw a lot of people holding flowers...the smile on those people.such a happy occasion.then finally ,i saw my elder sis.the students lining up to go inside the chancellor hall.i look at my elder sis.fuiyoh,she look really pretty except she a bit too skinny already...face also like getting longer.when i look at the suit she was wearing and that square hat,i wonder when will i wear that...still long way to go...hopefully can graduate on timelah.saw her other frens also...fairene...damn pretty girl,malene..look the same,khang mei...she so cute..so short...top student...haih..jealous only.hmm...was looking for jiun horng but cant see him.later,when the ceremony over,took lots of pics.my grandma came also with all my relative.my legs pain already wearing high heels.have to lah...i dun want to look shorter than my younger sis when take pic..hehe.then went lunch at restaurant tuck kee....two tables.my dad belanja...a lot of money.then rush back home and i try to look at my best as going to go chan sam lock studio to take family photo.was really happy but when i reach mlk,damn nervous when think of circuit exam but then luckily manage to pass .was quite sad when din do well in electromagnetic exam.must do well in final if not sure fail.same goes for ecp.....really scared.yea...something spoil my mood early in the morning yesterday.when i open my ym,my exschoolmate want to add me.of course i allow but then when i try to add her into my list,she denied.thinking she might click wrongly,so i try again but the same thing happen.haih...i also dun know why.as far as i remember,i din offend her but seriously,i am not bother also.if want to become my fren ,i welcome but if dun want,it is fine also.i dun give a damn !this implies especially to my exschoolmates.thats why i hardly keep in touch with certain people because they are not bother also to keep in touch with you so why bother about them?i notice those that went to overseas all also like that,maybe they think they have the chance to go overseas..hell of a great kua.and i hate those people who always expect me to message them only reply me.shows no initiative in keeping in touch with you.so when i am back to ipoh,i will go out with those people who keep in touch with me like irene teh,joanne leong,keng chui(seldom also),ivena,choon tyng .usually go out with my other frens...hehe...recently,spending a lot time with my ex supervisorlah..hehe.....as for my other exschoolmates such as those bunch of snobbish prefects,dun have anything to do with them also after i left school.includes my ex class monitor.she also part of those snobbish prefects gang.even my librarians pals,sok ling,suit yee,sze yeng,and even sye fei ,i hardly see them also.same goes to those last time close to me(i mean position in the class)...like hung jen,natalie chai,joo shin,mei kheang...all also din keep in touch.probably because they got their own frens.actually,i am going to be 20 soon and in those 20 years i go through,i have learn a lot especially in the aspect of frens.frens are not that important but of course one must have frens.if take your frens too seriously,you ended up hurting yourself cos according to miss joo shin ..this is what she said to me " you expect too much from your frens".if you become frens or treat that person as a fren,of course you be nice to her and hope she nice to youlah.takkan you treat her nice,and then she treat you badly,she still accept her as your frenmeh?if you do that,your acting skills is so damn great...pretender.but as time goes by,her words a bit true also.and i change my thinking,i have expection from those people that i consider best frens.en,no one is perfect and so is myself but to those people who dun treat me as a fren,i dun give a damn,ok.last time,i used to not forgive my frens that hurt me a lot especially those that cause me to cry but then i realise one must learn to forgive your frens..everyone also make mistake...same goes to me so must forgive .to me,family is very important.last time i never realise that and sometimes,i take my parents for granted but when i further my studies in mlk,i realise my parents is the one that truly love me .really miss them a lot.i used to be very naughty but right now,when i think of my parents getting old,i try my best to make them happy....getting late liao,i guess i stop now.got a lot of things to mention but time doesnt permit that..hehe..nitez!