joe cheng and wu zun

happie

after such a long sleep,my body have rest enough and ready for challenges ahead.yea,i slept at 9 last night and woke up at 8 this morning.feeling very happy indeed.currently listening to my favourite song now.the soundtrack from the drama "summer x summer".kind of addicted to this drama till i havent study for my midterm yet which will be on 23rd august and not to mention the progress of my fyp is extremely slow.been driving a lot nowadays and i found it quite enjoyable especially driving at night and going around my house area,it creates a nice feeling.on fri night,i did that but somehow,i feel like talking someone on the car and cos cant find anyone,i decided to call my fren.he called me before that but din talk long as the line reception was bad in my room.There are so many things to talk about and after chatting,i feel relieved.the same feeling i had few years back when he was here ,studying in the same place with me.unfortunely,my good frens always never stay long beside me.fren comes and goes.luckily,with mobile phone,we still can keep in touch.Anyway,from that conversation,i discovered something i never realise before.something that has been bothering me since hols.Just glad i finally manage to clear the doubts on my mind.As for now,my main goal is to complete my fyp and graduate and enjoy life to the fullest.Before this,i have made some sacrifice of my time for the sake of my family and making myself moody all the time.My family especially my parents is always my priority and i dun mind giving up something because of them.Unfortunely,i was very wrong.My mum told me,i am still young,should do the things i like while i can and not sacrifice my youth time and become moody and worse thing,one of my family member doesnt even appreciate it.I was very down for the past two weeks as one of the person i love the most totally ignore me eventhough i have said sorry.It really hurts when the person u love ignore u,and worst still,it is one of ur family member.someone that u cant just disown or dumped that fella.I told myself,it is because her mind not yet mature but deep inside my heart,i know the truth and i just denying it.i felt really dissapointed and i cant even sleep on the night we fight and argue.Because of "kek sam" and falling sick ,i lost some weight also.unbelievable,right?i only gained weight and never lost weight before this except when i was in form 4.lost 2 kg in total which is a lot already to me.well,anyhow,i reliased i cant do anything and i cant think of a solution to the problem also.no point thinking ,i might as well live happily.

oh yea,currently,one of my new idol is joe cheng.strange,i simply love his hands.very nice indeed.hehe.and definitely his smile also.he has cut his hair short and i love both long haired and short haired joe cheng.love all his drama which are it started with a kiss and summer x summer.My favourite idol is still wu zun .recently,he opened his 2nd gym which is a very big one which includes basketball court ,swimming pool and many other facilities.loaned 10 million from the bank so u have the idea how big his gym is in brunei.i really admired this kind of attitude.doing ur own bussiness with your own effort without depending on ur family(his family is freaking rich).being involved in showbiz doesnt last forever thus those superstar should involved with something that u have interest in and can make money.one of the good example is jackie chan.he has his own fitness centre too which is california fitness.when i went to sunway pyramid two weeks ago,he opened another branch there.keep it up,jackie chan and wu zun!wah,my breakfast still havent finish.wanna concentrate on it now.ciao

cut hair and shaped eyebrow

holidays has come to an end and if u wanna ask how is my hols,well,all i can said is my hols are ok or so so only.I have been doing housework such as cooking and going to market.din go out with frens at all and i spend most of my time with my parents when they are around at home.good girl leh?hehe.well,something did happen during the hols.i have a huge fight with my younger sis.yup,u heard me correctly,it is FIGHT.not only argue but she beat me as well.It was really hurtful as i love my younger sis a lot.i told myself to forgive her and she is just a immature kid.i refuse to accept the truth.u see,i like to analyse people and from their actions,i know what kind of person they are.same goes with my younger sis.i was really dissapointed but like what my mum said,cant do anything,takkan disown her meh?there are other things happen as well but i dun wish to say it here.yay,the happy thing is i finally brought the car here to malacca.It took me a long time to persuade and convince my mum.Being a responsible daughter,i dare not take the car out much.wanna save petrol.besides that,i not that familiar with the roads also.i cant afford to let anything happen to the car.as long as no scratches,my mum said it is ok.anything,must inform her and i tried my best to be honest with her.The reason i brought this car is for my convinience when it rains or at night.this is what i told my mum and i always keep my word.Thus ,when she ask me not to go here and there ,i have promised her.well,i guess my fren din know about this and have been asking me to go here and there.midterm is coming,exams soon,fyp presentation also soon,i really dare not go here and there .scared if i failed,this will be the reason i failed...bring car and go here and there lepak.damn worried i cant pass or do well.been lagging behind a lot already in studies.stupid sore throat bothering me also.oh yea..went to cut hair and shaped eyebrow today.weather hot and my eyebrow is not nice cause people to bully me so i decided to ask the auntie to shaped it for me.my mum ask me to do embroidery (eyebrow permanent) like my elder sis.the cost is around rm400 last time my sis did hers.Mum agree to sponsor already but to me,it is not the money but i scared.damn painful one.i saw sparks the last time i went with my elder sis to do her eyebrow.i heard some people said if do not nice,instead of making life better,it become worse.that why i dun shaped my eyebrow permanently.at least,the eyebrow will grow back one if not nice of whatsoever.sleepy alreaDY.nitez!